Monday, May 17, 2010
Feeling so CRAZY!!!!!!!!!
Well some days I feel so crazy! I stare at my Dathan and wonder how he feels, Is he confused?, does he feel like nobody knows?,. And his dad makes me feel like he doesn't care for him. I don't know I could be wrong!. He don't play with him or go for walks with him as a matter of fact I don't see him interact with Dathan at all to much. Dathan breaks everything when he's mad or throws his cup around . And DAD loves to be the one to say "GO SIT DOWN" . And I scream at dad because I feel how can you discipline someone you don't show love? Dad got him to walk early and I'm happy he does walk but his methods to me were not nice. My pediatrician does recommend me disciplining my son , but I don't think his dad understands him. I feel like he looks at him as a sick boy and he can't deal with that. He won't admit it to me. Sometimes its hard for me to deal with but I just pray that God helps us through this. And I do know he is Gods blessing to me. I love my Dathan no matter what and I wish hus dad could see the beauty with in. His lost!!!!!!!